Congratulations to Desiree on being the new CL,Gwen on being the new ACL n the rest of the sec 3s on being PLs n PSs. Nt 2 mention that Hui Qi n _ r PSs also! Congrats! But wait...since Monica n Pearl both PLs(i think),does that mean that there will be change in the patrols??? Then cn i remain in Jasmine but another sec 2 join me? I dun wan 2 be the one n only sec 2...vry lonely leh...According 2 nw the patrols,it's lyk in my patrol there's lyk 2 sec 3s,
1 sec 2 n
3 sec 1s...Hw wonderful is it...But _ is Ps?! Somemore, the 2 sec 2 PSs r recommended by sec 3s n 4s which means she is recommended?! I noe i say until vry bad la but u should noe wad i mean...
I confessed my love for Jiro at
6:04 AM
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Sunday, August 1, 2010
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bcuz of NDP,gt a lot of trainings...trainings=drills Recently,or should i say 2day morning,i realised that i no longer get muscle aches after lyk super lot of drills! YAY! Which means that i won't get 'killed' bcuz of drills... Anyways,my drills sucks... I juz coordinate well n in the end go screwing up the whole thing...Haiz... I'm lyk sec 2 nxt year sec 3 n yet my drills r probably even worse than the sec 1s... Haiz...what should i do? Should i juz give n let it be? But...By doing this,i'll be letting my seniors down n being a loser or should i say COWARD!!! Am i juz a loser or cn i be a winner? Cn I? Am i lyk even up 2 standard? It's juz lyk that time when Esther scolded us on our 1st combined sch NDP rehersal...I cried...After that when ms tan scold...I cried AGAIN! Can't i juz become stronger? Am i supposed 2 be a loser 4 the rest of my life? Am I? I used 2 thought I had grown older n was able 2 control my stress lvl,but i was wrong...TOTALLY wrong... I grew worse n cried even more...When will i grow up?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I confessed my love for Jiro at
5:48 AM
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